Odin-Priest

"The sea's only gifts are harsh blows, and occasionally the chance to feel strong. Now I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong. To measure yourself at least once. To find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions. Facing the blind death stone alone, with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head" -- Primo Levi Navy bound, lads and lasses. I've been cramming workouts and studies like there's no tomorrow. This will be the last time in a long time I'll be on here. Thanks for the memo

"It should not be denied. . . that being footloose has always exhilarated us. it is associated in our minds with escape from history and oppression and law and irksome obligations, with absolute freedom, and the road has always led west." ~~ Wallace Stegner This is a remarkably open journal entry. I really need to get some things off my chest to end a bunch of drama, unfortunately that means everyone has to hear about it when it's only intended for one or two persons. I've made mistakes, but one thing I'd never do is rape someone. About a year ago, I was falsly accused of such slander, and it's publicity has not ceased for whatever stupid r

I'm illogical. I'm workin' on that. It comes with the daydreaming. =) I've tried to find progression beyond the Texas 4 month impasse. If I'm to stay here, I'll get trapped. I don't even like it here. The people are strange and the everyday customs of kids my age results from disgusting rituals of the flesh. I'm about to crack; I don't talk to anyone except my uncle and aunt these days; outside of friends I know elsewhere. I need a break from this place, and have finally decided to take my much needed trip to Washington state sometime during mid November. I know some people up there, good people that accept me for me. A real virtue these days